My life journal

waiting for the 29th

2011-03-03T00:40:00.002+08:00

i have been suffering myself i think.. well i shouldnt do that anymore i guess. time will prove everything. time will show me whatever you said is true anot. i have the patience.. i just hope that im not disappointed at the end of the day. but whenever you need someone to talk to, im just a phone call away.. but the thing is, i dont think i ever cross your mind. you have your own life, but i just hope im included in it.

Sometimes when you like someone, you should tell them. maybe they feel the same way back. life is too short to have any regrets. if you dont like that person, you should tell them too, so they wont have to waste their precious time on you.

Today is mummy's birthday!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! :D
since you're leaving the next day, hope you have a safe trip mummy, i'll be waiting for you to come back ! (:

nothing last forever

2011-02-20T00:40:00.002+08:00

Someone showed me that even a year plus relationship can still be so fragile. Then what about me and you.. you dont know how much i miss you.. the words you said to me that time still echo in my mind. i wanna ask what was that all about ? pain filled my heart.. she told me that after o's maybe we will go there if she likes it there. dont you care ? maybe not.. you seem to be getting used to this, maybe its time that i should too.

A New Year, A New beginning, A New Story.

2011-01-03T02:56:00.003+08:00

2011 is here ! my first post of the year haha
So far so good i guess ? though abit shag about something..
N's this year, so have to work really hard. Have to study really hard and have to be early for school now. Which i hope i can la..
Lets hope this year will be a better year than 2010.
2010 kinda sucks! but its over now.
All the best for 2011 !

Fuck sia...
Dont know whats wrong with me, should be angry and not bothering about you. but dont know why i keep thinking of you.
Can you like just leave my mind ? arghhhhh...
I cant sleep, cant focus on my stuff. what curse did you put on me arh! go away go away! Aiya i dont wanna think of you le laaaaaa... go and die laaa...

fruity pebbles come back!!

2010-12-09T15:59:00.001+08:00

My poor yogurt missing its fruity pebbles ):

Memories.

2010-11-08T04:01:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna walk down this road alone, but strong.
After looking at my photo album, seeing so many different pictures. A lot of memories flash back. Looking at it now, i realize that so much things are different now. Everybody is walking their own way now, everyone has grown somehow. In the past, there were laughers and there were tears. No one can guarantee that they won't be hurted, because there are no guarantees in life. We can't guarantee our love ones that we'll be with them forever, cause we never know what might happen to us tomorrow. I know that things will never go back to how they were before, but i'll always remember the memories that i have with all my friends. Even though some of us, ain't friends anymore, but i'll still remember the memories we have together. One door closes, another will open up. So i'm moving on, letting go, but looking forward to what my future will be like.
Thank you for the memories..

I'm feeling the stress now !

2010-10-07T23:02:00.003+08:00

Let's listen to music and relax.
but i cant do that now, ss is waiting for me to memorize it!
my brain cells are dying soon.
can i remember everything in time ?
God please bless me

class lunch for the first time ever !

2010-09-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

Today had english oral, i dont think i did very well, just pass bah.
the pic is abit hard arh.
and it was a rainy day jeff !
but before oral the whole 3e1 went to simpang to eat lunch tgt !
shocking right ! first time ever
and we were kinda late, so when we got off the bus, everyone just ran across the road and into school !
you should have seen it, it was like super cool sia :x
i think its quite fun, we should do it sometime again hahaha !
in school then everyone run their own way.
we went to took the lift, then it stopped at second level and quite afew teachers were there! we quickly ran out of the lift ! hahahaha !

Admit it, we're finished
You don't want me no more
Like a night mare, I lived it
It was too big to ignore
I hear the sirens but they pass me by.
My hazard lights are flashing, somebody, anyone

Abandonded, yeah I'm crying.
It's like you left me for dead
I'm so broken, my love's frozen.
How do you live with regrets
I see the memories flash before my eyes.
My tank is running empty, somebody rescue me.

both taken from the same song. but this is how i feel now.

i guess i was a fool ? i fell too deep, i'm only hurting myself.
you dont seem to care, so that's kind of telling me that i shouldnt care too ?
are promises meant to be broken again and again ?
i want to trust you, but you're making it harder and harder each time.
do you know how i'm doing now ?
is it time to move on ? are you just a passer-by that is not meant to stay ?
i dont think you are truely hurted by someone before, so therefore you dont know what it feels like.
this is hard for me to say but maybe it was a mistake to have known you...

fun day!

2010-09-12T21:27:00.003+08:00

Today is the last day of holiday and its the best out of all the days!
but today also super tired !
went to amk for lunch, but not much appetite :X
then went to ecp to bowl, cycle and dinner :D
i'm getting better at bowling ! hehe
First shot and it was a strike !
then later on my mother say if can knock all the pins down, we get 5 bucks
and i got 10 bucks ! muahahaha !
had a great time cycling, and made new friends, Grace and Benedict (:
Allen not counted as new friend la, seen him afew times leh :x hahaha
two little devil child came along too! sian!
cycled for like two hours ?
was like so tired after that.
then it was time for dinner !
had streamboat :D yummy!
then it was time to go home
waited for the taxi for damn long, but was chatting with the rest so it wasnt bad.
finally home sweet home!
i'm so tired now, i wonder where i got the energy to type this ! haha
well night peeps! school tmr, now no more slacking anymore, time to study leh !

starting of the holiday

2010-09-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

The starting of holiday
boring !
so today pei jas to simei to return book
Didnt really do much today
oh yes!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY KOR WILSON !
finally 16 ! (: On your birthday you have n levels, but jiayou wor! Your birthday present i'll give you when you're free. I wish you all the best. and good luck for your n levels (:

So disappointed in you. seriously, why do i even try so hard man ?
why do i trust you ? why do i even try to trust you ? why even bother to talk to me when you have others huh ? you're not like last time anymore. you dont seem to care anymore, then why should i care now.

I fail chinese again ! it is a curse ?

2010-09-03T22:57:00.002+08:00

Today oral in the morning.
go by index number so i went first ! haha !
the passage is about library
then they ask about public dont know what nvm !
I didnt do so well
even the teacher say i cant read ><
i ended like 8.05am ? early right ! only been in school for like 35 mins ?
but went to find mr wilbert to get my result slip.
And guess what again
i fail chinese again ! god sake ! mum is going to scold me again ):
My humanities is like the highest
i cant believe i only fail one subject ! :D
went home and like slept till noon ? :X
ate lunch with mum then slack at home for the rest of the day
Holiday is here ! one week break
going to spend some time with my guitar or my erzi's guitar ...
and need to start to study le !
End of year is coming, i must jiayou leh ! :D

Happy Teacher's day to all teachers !

2010-08-31T23:45:00.002+08:00

Happy teacher's day !
Well well
didnt go school today :X
But went to primary school hehe ><
Saw miss foo !
long time never see everyone liao also
slack here slack there then dinner with JS then home
Tmr going to get my specs
Will i look weird in a spec ?><

Shopping spree :D

2010-08-29T23:03:00.003+08:00

Sunday !
Today had a shopping spree !:D
Went to tampines with mummy
walked around tampines, T1 and even century
Went to popular and finally got my maths assessment book
wanted to buy the ten year series but not sure syllabus A or T, so never buy that.
Got my teacher's day card too. I only brought two ><
Nevermind ! i buy chocolate for the other teachers ><
Then brought my shoe! finally !
and got 2 tank top and a short :D
And like brought some other stuff too, which i forgot for now.
Sad that i couldnt buy the hat i want, couldnt find it at cotton on anymore ):
Then ate dinner at Jack's place, seriously the food there ....... i rather not say it
Home-d after that. pretty much tired.
Tomorrow have school and should be doing my specs also bah.
This week seem really packed, but after this week is one week holiday ! break time for us ! :D
Bored so took some pics :X

Im shortsighed !

2010-08-28T22:34:00.002+08:00

Today went to get my fringe cutted.
haha now shorter leh, not bad arh :X
Also went to check my eye sight.
Im shortsighted ! arhhh ! need to wear spec damn it !
I think monday maybe go make a spec.
then went home watch tv, use comp, study abit d&t. but like study 10% out of 100% ?
haha, i study then went to watch tv liao :X
then night time cycle with mummy to bedok interchange
went to shengsiong, spent like 50 bucks there ?o.o
then eat KFC !Yummy yummy xP
After that jiu go home leh(:
Teahcer's day is coming and i have not get the presents
and i should be going back to primary ? maybe bah.

Step up 3d ! awesome movie !

2010-08-27T23:27:00.002+08:00

Today had chinese compo test.
Teacher cheat my feelings lo, yesterday say is letter.
Then somemore i dont have chinese dictionary lo.
Then i ask teacher can use phone dictionary anot, then so good today say can sia. hahaha! then i use my itouch! it really saved me man !
Ryan said my compo i write alot, hahaha ! joke sia !
i cant even write that much if i never use my itouch arh!
Then got Lit test, 2 short essay again.
chiong like hell then hand very pain, then go for ss then got source base question then need write again -.-"
After school erzi come fetch me then went to tampines to watch step up 3D
I tell you man, it is a freaking NICE movie !
If you are interested in dance then you'll love it, which i do love it !
This movie just made me more interested in dance! arhhhh ! i want to learn, but i always wanted to learn it in the past already.
I dont mind watching the movie again :X
I LOVE IT ! :D
Rick Malambri aka luke from step up 3D is super hotttt !

Moody day

2010-08-26T23:11:00.002+08:00

School was pretty boring today man!
I slept in like chem class?
well teacher auto ask us to rest for 5 mins after seeing like the whole class is already falling asleep.
after school went to tampines with sister js (:
we walk here and there.
went to eat yogurt too! yummy yummy! iwantmoreiwantmoreiwantmore!
walk walk walk till saw 'someone'
then slack at cs then took bus 31 home
waited for 45 at my house bus stop for js
then 45 came and she left and i went home to sleep ><
I missed the yog ending! i never watch
but nevermind arh, sure got replay de xP
Tomorrow got chinese letter writing, i dont have dictionary! die liao lo
Next friday have my chinese oral!
7.30am in the morning wor. so good hor, no school.
just take oral then can go home liao. but i think got ptm! ohmy ohmy ohmy i'm ready to die !

the entire school was in pandemonium!

2010-08-25T22:59:00.002+08:00

Haha today was epic in school !
The yog athletes came
athletes from st lucia is it ?
i didnt know that there is such country till now
well the yog athletes walked pass our class ! xD
then everyone was like shouting!haha !
one of the coach came in to shake hands with mr wilbert.
he was so hyper man ! hahaha ! :X
and they all look freaking tall ! o.o
then after they left not long, the bell rang.
dont know why but everyone from every level start to walk out their class and stare outside.
which is really weird cos there was nothing at the first floor when i looked down.
but it was pretty cool to see the school like that.
it was surprising!
a better phrase for it is that the entire school was in pandemonium!
pretty cool to see that happening in school.
first time ever!
Asm was pretty boring again.
and now my class first right infront of the hall, interesting huh. NOT !
i want to move back to our place the other time ):
CA2 can say is badly done ! ><
need to start working hard! jiayou jiayou! CHANJINGHUI YOU CAN DO IT DE ! :D

Im sorry, i just cant.

2010-08-24T23:27:00.002+08:00

You asked for it.
Is it something that i wanted all along ?
I was unsure.
When i saw you, my heart seem to skip a beat again.
Why is that so i asked myself.
Do i still feel the same way i do like last time ?
I finally got the answer in my hands.
All i can say is im sorry.
Things are not going to go back like they were before.
Somethings when you dont cherish them, and only when you lose it, then you know how much you want it back.
I dont want to go back anymore.
Things have changed for me.
I realise that the feeling i had for you is no longer there anymore.
Im sorry.

Dramatic haiti !

2010-08-22T23:33:00.002+08:00

Well well well
Its coming to the end of sunday already
which also means that tomorrow is monday which means school ):
Lets talk about my sunday.
Well, one word for what i did the whole day ..... ROT!
Cant believe, but i did anyways.
So till night time, i was really bored that i actually watched soccer.
Yeah the YOG soccer match, only watch the ending half anyways.
Singapore vs Haiti.
Naturally, we lost! ):
2-0
But i seriously realise something.
Haiti soccer players have really good acting skills, they can join mediacorp!
they might win the best actor awards too !
Seriously, 3 boys from haiti, 'got' injured, somemore one after another. Interesting huh ?
This should be the most interesting soccer match or should i say dramatic soccer match i ever watched before :D

Changed blogskin

2010-08-21T04:11:00.002+08:00

wow finally i'm blogging.
If i wasnt bored, i wont even bother to change the blogskin and blog.
anyways it seem so dead, so lets give it some life again :D
I cant believe that i have spent about 2 to 3 hours changing this blogskin!
I'm so tired now actually.
I mean come on, it is 4 in the morning !
Well i'm going to get myself some sleep first
i think i'm the one who is dead now, no energy left !
well goodnight peeps !

Itouch !

2010-07-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

Today is sat ! hahas ok random
didnt do anything the whole afternoon
was at home, bored to death lo hahaha
then about 5 plus went out for dinner
went to bugis to eat sakae sushi
like ate alot hahaha
then after eating, got my birthday card and birthday present wor ! ^^
When i open it, it was a itouch ! o.o
shocked man hahaha
it was a present from my mother.
THANK YOU MUMMY ! I LOVE YOU LOTS ! XD
got home the first time is use the itouch haha
got everything into my itouch.
I'm really really happy to get this present.
Always is my mummy ask me what i want for my birthday but this time she is so smart man ! haha.
finally know what i want.
I'm so surprised, thank you mummy again(:
hope this birthday can be a good one (:

Haircut tmr wor! xD

2010-07-17T19:17:00.003+08:00

wow long time never post already hahas
shall give this blog some life then (x
Tmr gonna get a haircut i think haha, hope it turn out well wor xD
well well well ma...
hmmmm everything seems to be back to normal.
Life is no longer as hard as i use to say it was before.
Sometimes the truth are really shocking
We can never really judge a book by its appearance.

To someone:
I am so disappointed in you, i didnt know you would be this kinda person. We all are shocked i guess. We never did expect you to do this because you dont seem like that kinda person. All the cause to my misery came from you and yet i didnt know, and helped you all along. Do you even have a heart huh ? Innocent victims you know ? You hurt all of us for one person. Is it even worth it ? Dont you think its abit too stupid ? I think its only a waste of time. Till now i still dont get it why you did all this. What's the freaking point sia ? I cant be bothered about you anymore, go do whatever you wanna do. Im not going to be a fool to trust and help you anymore. If you wanna wait, go ahead, nothing is going to change between both of you. Have you gone out of your mind ? I think you have man, doing all this stuff. Do you know there is this word karma ?? What you did, god can see. I believe god is fair.

Now that the truth is out, everything is fine now.
Finally knowing what is the truth, really now, everything seems better.
To another someone, i wanna thank you. if you had not suggest this, i still would be suffering alot. Thank you, really thank you(: Because of you, i know what is the truth finally.
Finally the darkness is over. I can see the light shining ahead(:

23 ♥

2010-06-24T23:07:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is a day i would never forget
kind of the best day in my life.
This holiday is like the best holiday of all
saw my primary school friends
wasnt at home most of the time.
went out alot! xD
plus yesterday, i like this holiday the best
i will never forget yesterday, though got alittle moody on the way
but it turned out great still
i want this holiday to continue
i dont want it to stop.
kinda dont wanna go back to school :(
but then we still have to do it.
this term have to concentrate on studies le ! JIAYOUJIAYOU !
i miss my primary school:(
things are so easy when you're just a small kid, and you dont know anything like a baby.

6sf '07 class bbq 2010

2010-06-16T23:43:00.003+08:00

Today had our 6sf '07 class bbq
fun fun fun
seeing everyone again
miss primary school.
those days there, the best xD
morning someone woke me up at like 8 plus
that time still raining, can sleep damn shiok one
but still just woke up.
1.30 pm meet at jieshi's house
jana was there, then go buy the stuff then 3 plus cab there to ecp with jana, jieshi, jianming and meeee
we were the first to reach
then joey came.
the J's family was there hahahs
slowly miss foo and dolly came then the malays boys came.
they start the fire but at sometime cos damn windy
shiok arh, but also cold too.
bbq and start to eat, yummy yummy xD
9 plus start to pack and ready to head home.
walked to the underpass then walk to take bus 31 home.
i miss primary school days ;D

title-less, is there such word ?

2010-06-12T15:56:00.000+08:00

Love me without fear
Trust me without questioning
Need me without demanding
Want me without restrictions
Accept me without change
Desire me without inhibitions
For a love so free….
Will never fly away.
~ by Dick Sutphen ~

The karate kid

2010-06-11T23:13:00.002+08:00

Today went to iluma with gina and ryan to catch the karate kid
it was great yo !
for me the movie was damn nice
i liked it quite alot
love it love it love it !
after movie, went to walk around bugis street
ryan doesnt know the word relax, keep walking so fast
then after that went to eat at yoshinoya
after then went back to iluma again to slack
then shortly after that went home with gina by mrt
while ryan took bus.
peple should watch the karate kid ! xD

Confused. Dont know what to do

Back from vietnam

2010-06-05T20:49:00.003+08:00

Finally back home from the 5 days trip from vietnam
now i miss the hotel cos of the aircon hahas
first day there, went to the secondary school.
second day went to the orphanage.
the rest of the days went sightseeing and shopping
the trip was pretty fun la.
i still left some money lo
everyday drink tea over there, so not going to drink tea anymore! ><
afew pics of BIND to vietnam
31.05.2010-04.06.2010

whose out there to wait for me ?

ip man 2

2010-05-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

i know i abit slow but yeah, i just watched ip man 2 today
i didnt go to school today, cos leg injured, still cant bend totally, but can walk abit more properly then saturday liao.
meet gina at tanah merah mrt station, then trained to tampines
went to T1 to buy my hoodie :D
like finally yo !
then went to tampines mall to check the movie timing
then lionel came.
went to century to see the movie timing also
because someone dont want watch shrek! so catch ip man 2
then ate popeye then movie here we come
found the movie quite nice, i thought only got chinese all the way but got some english specking part, hahas
then walk back to simei with gina
then bus-ed home from there.

i dont know what to say, let go ?

birthday bash !

2010-05-21T23:46:00.003+08:00

today didnt go to school
cause didnt feel like going
then 12.30 plus plus meet gina and chow at tanah merah mrt station
phone wasnt working after that
thought can get new phone liao
but hais, never spoil ! -.-
then lionel came, went to eat pizza hut
over there, first we waited for everyone's food to come
then after everyone's food came, chow was too busy talking on the phone!
then we cannot take it leh, so we just eat, but the food also like abit cold liao lo
then chow came in then eat his food, but it was cold so he asked the waiter to make it hot!
first time i see got this kinda service! hahas
then ate finish went to T1 to play games like usual
but the guard came and told us cant sit there so we planned to go bedok reservoir
but gina and i headed to tampines mall to get the cake and flour, while lionel and chow head to bedok reservior first.
after buying the stuff then jiu head to bedok reservior.
we brought a small cake and mash that in lionel's face
but didnt kena him much, sad!
then chow came and we tricked him, then chow kena the cake in his face too! haha
then have the other bigger cake, we let him bring home eat.
then went to lionel's block there play some games then first round he and i kena forfeit, then second round he himself kena
so the forfeit for me and him is stand for 3 mins our back facing where they were sitting.
then while he is doing his forfeit, we asked him to take off his shirt.
after awhile of asking then he took it off, then me and gina told him to turn while we were just standing behind him with the packet of flour in our hands
when he turned back, we just threw the flour at him, haha !
then he ran after each of us to make us all kena flour with him! so bad lo :P
when i kena, i fell on my knees and my knee started to bleed
only chow didnt kena the flour, not fair!
then while my leg hurts and i cant really walk at that time, then lionel suggest go wash it.
but i walking damn slow, so he wanted to carry me, but i just walk eventhough i took sometime.
wash leh, then rest for awhile then went home.
i hope he liked the bash! hahaha !
he said he knows what to do on my birthday leh ! i dont want my birthday to come then :P

leave me alone, can you ?

i pass chinese !

2010-05-18T22:51:00.002+08:00

Today got back english paper, chinese and D&T
I pass all of them !
shocking i pass chinese lo haha !
i finally prove you wrong, tian lao shi ! :P
then the rest of the day is at AVA room
doing the course we choose last year
Mine is that lifestyle and beauty thingy
not bad arh, quite funny the class
same thing for tmr,thursday, and friday
hope i continue to pass every sub ! xD
then after school went to work.
now very de tired, shall go sleep now
happy dreaming to me !:D

just this last time please.

The Dolls of Love

2010-05-17T01:30:00.002+08:00

A story i happen to read and find rather touching.
I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him.

Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment
grabbing me.

“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.

Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry”
He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!”
HONK~!!
“Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…”
That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty
five…”
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~”
I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??”
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~”
It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”

“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach,
that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life….

question 17 ! curse you !

2010-05-10T15:32:00.004+08:00

Today had mathematics exam
curse you question 17 !
i think like everyone also dont know how to do, ok maybe i'm wrong too
well it was a hard question for me
the paper was okok, not too bad.
i hope i pass ! ><
i think i just pass too.
nevermind it's okay, i think i left 1 or 2 question blank ?
well mr michael say the marks for social studies are disastrous ! did i spell that correctly ??
so shagsssss ! mug like nearly the whole night for maths
abit wasted but also abit worth it, hahas
Tomorrow is science, chem and physics
i think going to mug like hell at night liao or else fail liao fail liao
okay shall go study liao ! jiayou ! :D

the only way..

Happy mother's day mummy ! :D

2010-05-09T12:51:00.002+08:00

Happy mother's day mummy !
i know you're not going to see this but i'm still gonna write
Dear mummy,
thanks for everything you have given
i might get unhappy with you sometimes
but you were there when i needed help
sometimes we might not agree on the same thing
sometimes i might disobey what you have said
but that's the past, and eventhough i disobey you, you are still there for me
and i thank you for that.
today is a day for you, take a break and enjoy the day ! :D
but well, you did take a break as you went overseas today
have a fun trip mummy ! and dont worry i'll study for my exams :D
and lastly happy mother's day (:
I made my mom chocolate chip cookies as a present
well she said it taste not bad hahas
i tried it too ! well ya, it wasnt bad la, quite nice arh to me
somemore my first time baking it !
and i woke up at like what ? 7 ? to bake it.
i was lucky it turn out good rather then bad
then lunch with mummmy then she headed off to the airport to catch her flight.
so i'm like free for these few days ! :D
but i'm not going to play too much, as there is exam, i think have to spend most of the time studying already.
Tomorrow is mathematic exam, alittle nervous but going to go study soon after i blog
well then i shall go now
and i wish every mother a happy mother's day ! :D

could it be ?

ac milan ? there is such a soccer team

2010-05-07T23:27:00.003+08:00

Today had my social studies exam
i spend like a long time studying for it
i only slept for like 1 to 3 hours
and i fall asleep on the table ! amazing.
over slept too...
but made it in time for school luckily
when i look at the paper the structured essay part, i was like oh my heaven i'm going to fail
but i saw the other question and it's about leadership !
and i like studied that the most.
the other question is on NHS and i didnt really study for the healthcare thing
I didnt have enough time to write the conclusion, shagssssss man !
nevermind then
After the exam, went home straight and just went to bed.
then about two meet lionel and gina
ate at block 58 then bus-ed to bedok reservior there
did some home visiting ??? i dont know why too
then slack at a kinda counted as playground place
then clarence came
gina, me and lionel were like playing hangman ?
the last question was damn hard !given by lionel neo of cos
he had us name a soccer team
but neither of us can
so i started to like call people to try to find out the answer if not forfeit !
let's just say his forfeit is .....
but no one knew the answer
then ermm lionel's friend came, forgotten how to spell his name
he tried to help us too but he also dont know...
but when we are going home that time, finally he knew the answer
the answer is............. ac milan !
i have never hear that before but thanks to him, no forfeit !! :D
then slack with gina abit more
then bus-ed to bedok int then home sweet home :D

wo bu pei ni.

vegetarain sushi meal !

2010-05-02T23:58:00.002+08:00

havent blog for a long time
so shall give this blog some post.
went to mummy's work place when she is not working today, damn weird.
thought i could get a holiday job there haha !
but no i cant hahas.
then waited for mummy's friend to end her work then off to her husband's new opened shop.
a vegetarain japanese restaurant.
i never had japanese vegetarain food before.
it was a nice try today eating it.
doesnt treat bad, but i still like the original japanese food :D
then after that, went to walk around bugis street
but walked like 10 mins then went home haha !
kinda stupid and weird..
but mummy promise for another shopping trip tmr ! :D
shall end here for today
to be continued... :D

the soul-less me.

Nanyang poly ! (:

2010-04-21T21:47:00.002+08:00

Late for the fourth time ! >.<
then got abraham, sad case but nevermind
then school blah blah blah
then end of school went to Nanyang poly !
for what D&T thing
actually is abit boring but interesting too
5 plus ended then bus-ed back to school
Nothing much today
still have that stupid cough
well going to bed early today
like now
Goodnight then :D

Living in my own fantasy world is better then real life.

when the world turns upside down

2010-04-03T16:04:00.001+08:00

Do you think it hurts much to die? It's hurting so much more to stay alive now.

cca totally sucks

2010-03-31T22:09:00.002+08:00

well well well
where shall i start from haha
okay, today DM asked my class to stay back after morning asm
and i thought what sia ! but it was nothing actually.
so went back to class had english
then pe
had to do the 5 station thingy for nafa
after recess is chinese
and i fell asleep afew times
but luckily teacher never notice
then maths maths maths
equal to sian sian sian
maybe today too tired so find maths boring
then had asm so boring also
then had short briefing for bind
then had to go for cca, sian sian sian again
but i left early, haha
overall today is damn sian. haha ! well cya (;

Do you even bother ? what's wrong now ?

Bad to worse

2010-03-28T20:49:00.002+08:00

The cough just wont get better
today it gotten worse
and now i had to take the chinese medicine too !
so since i'm sick these few days
didnt go out.
stayed at home the whole time
but yesterday went to eat dinner at orchard.
Ate at Black Angus Steakhouse
but i couldnt finish, there were too much
after eating while cabbing back got a bad headache
so didnt stay up late last night.
then today stayed home and did my maths and ss
finally ! for once i actually studied at home.
well tata, will blog soon (;

you dont understand.

I lost my voice once today !

2010-03-26T20:17:00.003+08:00

Today got moments that are happy and moments that are sad.
but the ending of the day is abit painful.
Because i end up having a fever, 38.1 and bad cough
but mummy bring me to see doctor later on.
Today school was ok.
Maths for first period, doing maths work but felt very tired so did very slow
then during literature, had a test
and have to write two essays in one hour.
I dont think i did well for it, the second essay i didnt write much so ya.
then recess then chinese
during chinese got this new teacher from NUS i think
he talk damn soft, no offences
then when after i cough, tian lao shi will cough too haha !
and that's when i started to cough harder then usual.
then chem, i cough ever worse, LOLS.
Ended school went to tampines again !
i think this week i go there about 3 times liao
and i told myself by the second time i go there that i wont go back to tampines again for this week but end up going again today, lmao
went to tampines with xinhui laobu and gina
Tooked bus 10 and saw kahyi and melvyn
Reached tampines then went to tampines mall to meet L
wanted to watch movie but end up not watching cause no shows at 3 plus
so after we ate at the food court, and after a long time of thinking, they decide to walk back to simei
but while walking back, it started to rain ! lucky us
though all of us got wet, but was fun haha
then reached simei and xinhui left
then was under this block where all of the sudden i had no voice so i cant talk
haha cool man
but seriously i had no voice at that time, it's funny when i try to talk.
then go to east point the NTUC to buy water to drink
and i didnt talk for the rest of the time there
and gina had to translate what i wanted to say, haha but thanks gina (;
if she didnt understand what i was saying then i had to type it out
then C came
started talking and end up playing silly games like heartattack !
but it was damn funny while playing it.
then 5 plus, all of us went back
reached home, was feeling like i have a headache so i went to check my temperature and it was 38.1 !
interesting interesting.
but most of all i was irritated most by the cough
but now can talk fine already
going to doctors later on i guess
well see ya (;

21 days, 15 days, 6 days.

first movie this year

2010-03-24T20:10:00.002+08:00

tues was a busy day
ended school around 5 plus going 6 cos got this d&t outing
and thanks to the bumpy ride, i got a headache
then after that went to tampines to eat dinner before going back home
reached home, sat on my bed and fell asleep till like 9pm
ok enough about what happen on tues
let's talk about today.
today had to run 2.4
tired tired tired
but got pass.
then during asm, ok we didnt have asm
but they had this briefing for bind
31 may to 4 june !
then after school went to tampines again with gina
while waiting for L to come, gina and i walk from century to tm to check the movie tickets
then decided to catch at century
brought the tickets then went back to tm to eat something
then after eating went back to century to watch movie.
we watched kidnapper
it was nice, and touching.
then after the movie walk around here and there
then finally about 6 plus took bus 38 with gina home.
it's killing me ! by the second day i couldnt take it anymore ! :(

how can i show it ? i dont know myself too :(

yummy pasta

2010-03-19T23:03:00.002+08:00

today went to eat pasta at eighteen chef
after eating, walked around simei
went to popular and got some pens.
then went to challenge to buy my head phones
cost me 12.90 only (;
then brought bubble tea then went to slack
had a fun time slacking :D
keep raining, but finally stop so went home
took bus 38 home
home sweet home :D
Sorry i got mad at you and rejected your calls so many times
i think that's the first time i got mad at you
but i didnt mean to, since you said sorry i forgive you (;

I wanna be your favorite girl (;

bowling at ecp !

2010-03-18T21:41:00.006+08:00

Today outing to east coast with gina, zhi xian, alex, ryan and bernard
woke up at 10.45 am
11 plus ryan called me to tell me that he under my block so told him to wait then go meet the rest together.
Met ryan, then bus-ed to tanah merah
reached there only saw gina and zhi xian
then ok fine we went there first, cos bernard and his friends meet us there and alex didnt pick up our calls !
Took bus 14 to jozabad's house there then we walked
we had to walk like damn freaking long
then leg got blaster so had to put plaster
Went to Mac first to eat first
then bernard was there with his friends
after eating actually wanted to go cycling but it rained
so we went to bowling instead.
we played two games each
at first zhi xian won if i didnt remember wrong and ryan lost.
then second round gina won and ryan lost again
but alex only came when we were playing the second round
and while zhi xian and ryan went to find alex, bernard and his friends took over their place. i keep losing but then i asked gina how to play then she told me then after that i strike twice in a roll ! damn cool lo hahas
then after bowling we went to arcade to play
it was damn fun and the arcade was quite empty after awhile.
Left there about 5 ?
we cab to tampines only me,gina, alex, zhi xian and ryan
the four of us squeezed at the back while alex sat at the front haha
then zhi xian went home then we went to eat at yoshinoya
after that walk about then me and gina took bus 38 home.
walking back home, my leg damn painful got another blaster
reached home damn tired, could have fallen asleep haha
here are some pics i took today
this is the score for the second game only
A is zhi xian, B is me, C is ryan, D is gina (;

That's all for today (;

Good friends ? hahas, let's hope bah

Jogging :D

2010-03-16T21:05:00.002+08:00

Today went jogging at bedok reservoir with gina and alex
vinnie was suppose to come to but then she cannot make it
so only three of us.
meet gina at simei first then bus-ed to bedok reservoir together
meet alex there.
alex run fast sia hahas
my legs couldnt take it half way through
cos havent run for like a long time liao
well, it was quite fun anyways.
then gina and i bus-ed back to simei to meet C
we reach there in time so he had to treat us drinks
well thanks for the drink hahas
then we walk walk here and there
while walking, we chat here and there and it was damn funny
sorry gina :( but it was funny right ? hahas
after that they sent me to bus stop
took bus 38 home.
now my legs are quite painful and having a headache now
well shall blog soon again, cya.. (;

I do care for you, but how can i show it ?

the holidays is here !

2010-03-12T20:26:00.002+08:00

well last day of school for term 1 !
holiday is coming our way wooooo !
anyways school today, nearly late but never
first lesson is maths, and what was taught today i actually find it really simple man
then lit, recess, chinese, had chinese compo test
i think i fail and we didnt bring dictionary so teacher allow us to use our phone to check.
then ended with chem
so easy also, cos he was teaching what he had taught during sec 2
so my head was down on the table and i was staring at his direction and he just asked a question
and while i was looking at him, i knew he was going to call me to answer it
and he did ! haha
but i knew the answer anyways so today's chem lesson was easy for me.
School ended.
then while going to reach tanah merah mrt
gina ask if i want to go tamp so agreed
so went with xinhui and gina,
went to century to eat popeyes
after eating when to simei to slack slack abit with gina
xinhui went off, then me and gina slack at her block there then C came
slack slack slack
C then went home for awhile
then me and gina went to east point to buy bubble tea then we walk walk around
then L came so went to find him
then slowly C came too
then C wanted to buy bubble tea so went back to east point
after that walk walk here and there
then took bus 9 home
reached home tired tired hahas
It might be a boring holiday ahead, i dont know, we shall see (;

there are many things you havent told me yet, why ?

Blind

2010-03-11T23:25:00.003+08:00

School today was okay but long sia
anyways mr ng is going away already, today is the last day he is teaching us
he seem abit high than usual today.
we continue to watch 'i am sam'
it wasnt a bad movie, quite nice
then gina and i wrote a card for him
pass to him after lesson, and he gave everyone lollipop !
but i told him that i did a card for him then ask if i can take one more then he very kind he said yes ! :D
so got two lollipop :D hahas
then lessons then school ended .
After school went to find him
chat chat, about 7 went home.
reached home, tired.
I was so blind man to have trusted you, i cant believe you. Now you made it hard for me to trust people . I thought you were different but you're another liar i think. And another thing, you, i realised that you have always have been there, but i didnt realised that. i'm sorry. I finally understand things .

The truth is out now.

bind

2010-03-10T21:33:00.002+08:00

Today was quite slack
got alot of mr wilbert's lesson, but he didnt come
so very carefree today
english first then pe and i was like sleeping during pe and somemore it was raining :D
then recess then chinese
had test but didnt study for it
but still remember what to write
then pg then maths
during maths jeff and gina was like using a whiteboard marker to draw on gina's table
i only drew 3 or 4 the rest all they draw one haha
thn asm, actually got spotcheck one but no teacher come and check
so lucky us :D
then they told us about the bind thing
i'm going vietnam but i maybe i'll opt out
eventhough i dont have to pay a single cent.
i told you everything you wanted to know, but what about you ? only when i ask then you will say out. i dont even believe you are telling me everything man. Disappointed.

Was i ever your friend ?

Gone man gone ! haha

2010-03-05T23:09:00.002+08:00

Today cross country but i didnt go
i'm so sorry gina and vinnie
didnt train so didnt go cause i know my leg sure cant take it
went to find someone at somewhere in singapore
spend like the whole day there
chat here chat there
then went home .
cant wait for the march holidays
as many many things is happening
happy happy haha :D

gone case liao gone case liao !

cams ! :D

2010-02-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

Sunday gina asked me to pei her shop shop
so agreed to it.
Went to shop at bugis
met at 2.30 plus plus then trained down to bugis
spend like the whole day there
first we went to bugis street brought some things then actually wanted to slack at starbucks or is it coffee bean ok nevermind
but all the seats are taken up so gina say iluma got coffee bean
so went to iluma but it's the same lo, all the seats taken up also haha
so nevermind we went to walk around
then while going back to coffee bean, saw gina's mother haha, got shocked
then brought our little drinks then off to level 7, i dont know what it's called
then took some photos, then gina' mother treat to dinner, yummy yummy but we couldnt finish it , there's way too much food.
moving on we went to BHG to shop for gina's slippers but end up not getting any
then trained home.
Here are the pics we took

Edited by our gina :D

xoxo
forgive and forget, if you cant forgive then forget.

School

2010-02-23T21:35:00.002+08:00

School, used to look forward to it
now i'm looking forward to the end of it.
Dog sia
ask to do that then you also do
let me tell you something stupid, whoever are her dogs are useless and dumb people
letting me see it, to me that thing is useless la
so no point letting me see it lo, stupid
i wish i could just end life here
what is family ?
what is friends ?
what is love ?
All those things never last.

xoxo
i dont want it anymore.

Off tomorrow :D

2010-02-09T23:52:00.002+08:00

I'm going overseas so might not be blogging for like maybe 10 days ?
well i'm going tomorrow
i will miss you guys alot ! :D
whoever want thing better hurry up and tell me now :D
i'm off to sleep got a plane to catch tomorrow :D

xoxo
can you be the first and last ?

busy busy day

2010-02-08T19:52:00.002+08:00

Today is a busy day
and plus i havent do my homework
specially D&T homework which can take up to like forever ?
school, bedok inter for some fried prawn noodles which to gina is prawn noodles only
hahahaha
actually there is a different between them two
one is in soup and another is dry
but gina keep saying the one with soup hahahas
anyways after that went to find mummy
got my phone memory fix
then off to hougang to find papa
then off to eat dinner then home.
now i'm going to chiong my homework already or today no need sleep liao.
I'm so happy we did that, I hope you're the one.
And i hope by doing that was the right choice.

xoxo
08.02.2010 :D today is a special day again :D

it does hurt alittle.

2010-02-06T18:35:00.003+08:00

Even though it's just a day
I do miss those times alittle already
as i'm human, even a days memories hurts now
i'll miss you i guess
hope you well in the future
and now then i'm falling for you
and i realise your're actually quite cute
but now talking about it also no much point anymore
goodbyeee, even though i dont really feel like saying it
today didnt even have to mood to speck to anyone
even when my mother talk to me
i reply rudely.
I'm sorry, i'm just in a bad mood
my heart didnt ache as bad as last time
but still feeling alittle down and moodless
i know yesterday was the end
i will move on
but it takes time too..

xoxo
you're the first, and i'll remember it forever (:

I'll remember this date

2010-02-04T21:07:00.002+08:00

today is a special day
i guess
school was fine
EL, RE, D&T, Maths, Physics then Lit
Physics had physics test
but everyone was like .... hahah
well people in my class should know what happen
today was quite funny in class too
mr wilbert say he is not going to be in school next week
when i go he also go wth sia hahah
I'll never forget you, even if i have someone else
you'll always be deep in my heart
i'm never going to forget you,ily and imy

xoxo
today is the day.

funny day

2010-01-30T22:54:00.003+08:00

Today pei gina go to her friend,spencer's chalet with vinnie and rachel
met gina and vinnie at about 3 then trained to pasir ris
then went popular buy my english book
lucky have sia
then rachel came
then we walk to downtown
then went to escape to find him
then went to then chalet
when in there was quite funny
then lefted after awhile as me and gina need to go liao
then rachel and vinnie went off
me and gina took bus to simei
then she went to meet her mother
then i cabbed to east coast park to meet mummy too
had dinner then cycled about
then went home :D
these are the pics we took today (^^,)

xoxo
59, i saw you !!! hahahas

Fate ? can i believe in it ?

2010-01-29T21:18:00.002+08:00

Can i believe in sure thing as fate ?
was it fate that we met ?
but i rather i dont see you
ok, maybe i'm lying to myself
but isnt it better ?
i want to see you
but seeing you and knowing we cant even be friends
it hurts sometimes you know
if you havent notice, i'm a human with feelings
You shouldnt have done that or we would be friends
why in the world did you do that anyways !
i wished so much you didnt do that
but now it's too late i guess..

xoxo
seeing you was enough i guess.

BLG Asia tour today ! but i'm not going :(

2010-01-28T20:05:00.002+08:00

Today EL,RE,D&T,Maths,Phy then Lit
late for maths then teacher confiscate my phone and gina's and some other people one's too
then after lit waited for teacher but he never come
so went to staff room find him
then got my phone back
then went homed.
today is BLG asia tour !
and i'm not going for it !!!
i'm so sad
like a knife went straight through my heart
omg, i cant believe i'm missing it
but SHINee is coming to sg this friday
fate must have known that i'm missing BLG
so they let me see SHINee :D
maybe ar maybe ar.
but i'm still so sad :(

xoxo
My heart aches alot now.

happy birthday

2010-01-27T23:06:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to you
half a year has gone
where have you been ?
you might have forgotten me
but why cant i forget you ?
i try so hard but somethings just reminds me of you
i dont wish to live in this pain forever
i could move on but i couldnt forget about you
i wish i can delete those part of memory
but then i wouldnt have met you
i didnt regret meeting you
i regret not telling you
but if the answer was something that i wish you didnt say
i might not regret telling you
but if time could turn back i would have told you
but the time is never going to go back
and you're never going to come back.

xoxo
i dont want to live in this kind of pain forever.

cant have you so i'm walking away from you

2010-01-25T20:57:00.003+08:00

I saw you almost face to face
i believe you saw me too
but when i thought we cant even be friends, and wishing so much that we were
and also wishing that i could say hi when i know i cant,
i just had to walk away from you
Anyways today shimin help me buy the SHINee ablum thank you so much
and they are coming to singapore !!!

xoxo
I dont wish to walk away ...

move on .

2010-01-22T22:08:00.002+08:00

Well today school was ok
Yst during physic was damn funny
Maths lesson was actually understand-able hahas
during chinese got back my chinese spelling
got 8/10, not bad la.
then chemistry was boring, jaypee, gina and me start playing that only can speck chinese game
and at the starting jaypee spoke english so he owe us 10 cent haha
but after that he went to sleep so gina and i didnt bother about the game already.
School ended, went to bedok inter to eat lunch
then went to blk 33, jasmine's house to visit her as she sick today.
Forget about it and move on gina, i know you can do it, jiayou ! :D
And Happy belated birthday to vinnie chong ! :D

xoxo
It's not that you cant, it's that you dont want to .

volleyball hurts too !

2010-01-20T20:47:00.001+08:00

Today during pe we had to play volleyball
and let's just say it hurts after some times and my hand got really red when playing
as the ball is hard
my hands are still abit sore
i hate it but it was fun but painful
after pe was chinese, had chinese spelling today
out of 10 words, i forgot 2 hahas
then during maths, jaypee and gina was only allow to speck chinese
you have to see them when they do that
it was damn funny ! hahas
and then today school ended at 12.45pm again woohoo !
but never go home, stayed at school for awhile
then went home with jasmine.

I dont ever want to see you again.

**** ? was that your excuse ?

2010-01-19T16:31:00.002+08:00

Some kind of excuse man
why cant you just tell the truth ?
rather then having to waste time on you
you know what, i'm not going to bother about you no more
that was the last time you'll even hear from me
from now on, you're a totally stranger to me and so am'i to you
saying you dont *** ***** ** ****** and then still can ***** ****
wow genius man
talking to you is like talking to a wall
dont even know why i waste energy to talk to you
Nevermind i'll FORGET about you
you're not important anyways :D
And you spoiled my mood for the whole day, so should i say thanks to you !!??
D&T lessons actually let me forget about that thing but now really
but it calms me down
we learn shading today
mr clement told me i did a pretty good job but at that time i was feeling happy cos of somebody
Moodless when going home with jasmine
Reached home and feel even worse just thinking about it
but well goodbye stranger .

Feeling leave out, why did you have to leave ?

I saw you, i think

2010-01-18T23:23:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO GINA !! :D
I wished her on that day but thought maybe could post it up too
Hope that your wishes will come true, jiayou gina ! :D
Today jasmine went home early, heard that her is sick, get well soon
Physics has become one of the most boring class !
his teaching is like sec 2 maths lessons all over again
only differents is that his teaching physics
i'm starting to wonder if i'll fail physics.
i scored 11/12 for some SS work
SS is like history for me, have to remember things
but could get 11/12 was a joy for me.
and i have finally done my D&T homework :D
Now off to lala land (^^,)

I saw you and disappointed still.

Ended early today

2010-01-13T19:51:00.003+08:00

Today actually school ends at 1.45 pm but because of the vp
she said we could end early without having asm
so we actually ended at 12.45pm today !
but i stayed back awhile to help gina decorate the notice board
Teacher also changed our place yst
but gina and i are still sitting at the same place.
only the people around us had change
haiz well off to do my d&t homework :D

Today was different..

Gone forever

2010-01-10T00:05:00.003+08:00

Sat's post
His coming, i'm really curious
you better back off ! :D
And you ! Nevermind bah.
Anyways, today went out walk walk but keep wanting to sleep
maybe is not enough sleep cos friday went to dinner at east coast then back home late.
then went to slack at blk 60
then went home
nothing much happen today, got angry then happy, so funny
Think about that person and that person today
angry with that person ! so much for ****** you man when you **** you know who ! but i'm not angry at her and will never but i hate you ! -.-"
missing the other, why ? are you gone forever ?
it's like you dropping an egg, once you drop it you can get it back together.
i dont know what i'm blogging today, well anyways loving someone is hard :(

Love has gone wild ..

First day of sec 3 life !

2010-01-04T21:44:00.002+08:00

Today is the first day of sec 3 life.
I'm in 3E1 and my form teacher is mr wilbert, he will be teaching us maths too
the first day and i'm already tired,guess i'll have a early night
well i dislike my timetable. Ok,maybe not on wed and friday but the rest of the day will end at 1.45pm
my class is like really small too which is not a bad thing.
We had this english test today and it was actually a 1 hour and 30 mins test
but mr wilbert only gave us 50 mins
and so of cos i cant finish the test but i only leave the last page never do
but that last page is 20 marks man !
but miss yap which is my english teacher says she will let us check through or do abit of it next time
and i hate my lit class, because it's a classroom beside abraham's corner and that's damn sway sia..
anyways going to have a early night...
Night..

Could i have fallen for you ? Nahs.

Welcome 2010 !

2010-01-01T19:34:00.002+08:00

Wow in a flash it's already a new year.
Anyways yesterday went for the countdown with mummy,her friends and some of my friends at clarke quay
while the adults went to a club to celebrate, the rest of us got vip to some club
Thanks to mummy's great boss
well it was fun
there was free tattooing and fortune telling
but only if you are in there.
Well new year means that we have to go back to school soon
well i hope that it's going to be a good year ahead :D

Happy new year !! :D

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T23:26:00.002+08:00

Today can be the worse christmas ever but only the night time part
in the afternoon it was still fun
but until i went to find someone
that someone made me waited for 1 hour and made me call 50 times !!!
and so at that very 50 times then that person pick up. wow !
Yet i still gave her two present !
Oh nevermind already, forget it is all i can do
well wish you guys had a fun christmas (:

New Moon

2009-12-11T23:05:00.002+08:00

Today went to watch new moon
It was nice but still the book is nicer i think.
If i was bella i would have choose jacob
I like the werewolves parts and all of jacob's part :D
Today also went to daiso and got a korean bowl and spoon for 2 bucks each
well i always wanted a korean spoon but at those korean shop it was quite exp so didnt buy but now finally brought it.
Going to get my school books next week as it is going to be over soon
Christmas is coming, and i still havent found a present yet but will find it soon.

If i write to you, will you reply me one day ?

Shopping

2009-11-15T19:39:00.002+08:00

Today went out to lunch then went shopping !
brought some new clothes hehe. Mum wanted to watch MJ this is it but i dont know is it finish or not so we didnt watch.
Walk around in bugis then finally went home
should be going to work either next week or next next week.

Ring Ding Dong

Back from the holiday

2009-11-11T17:23:00.002+08:00

Just got back today from thailand
went there for a week
quite fun actually
went on a day trip to five islands to snorkel
but of cos this is not the first time i have done this,snorkel alot of times before.
And let's say it's pretty relaxing and on the boat there werent any outsiders only family and friends.So it's like having the whole boat to ourself
Get to snorkel there, there were alot of fish
when i'm in the water, they're pretty bad cos they go throw bread around me and so the fishes will be around me and let's just say there is one type of fish that will bite you. And i kena bitten a few times thanks to them.
I like the last island the best cos there is not much fish.
but there were still afew types of fish. but at least there werent any fish that will bite.
Had fun swimming there, i didnt bother wearing the lifejacket so easier to swim around.
Then the rest of the time went shopping and walking around.
Didnt go and visit my grandfather, but maybe next month, still not so sure.
But i hope i go and visit him, make the elderly happy you know, cos we only one year go one or two times and this year i haven go and visit him yet so hope to go.

Home sweet home

Sick from flu

2009-11-01T20:50:00.002+08:00

Having flu now. And keep getting headache in the afternoon.
I really dislike this flu.
Hoping to drink a hot soup now >.<
Going overseas next week but dont know when and should only be going for a week
Not going to visit grandpa this year i think, so sorry grandpa.
I can feel that he is sad, cos when i talk to him on the phone and told him i wont be going, his tone changed. Really sorry cant visit you this year, but will sure try to visit you next year ^^
off to watch a show on tv now.

I should forget you by tmr. I treat it like it's all a prank.

Last day

2009-10-30T22:48:00.002+08:00

Well.. today is the last day of school
i dont know if i should be happy or sad.
well equal bah.
two months seems long
but i wont be so bored cos got job
and a very well paid and relax job
well let's just say if i'm lucky, in a month can earn alot of money
and i dont mean 10 bucks or so
i mean 100 plus and on, but these money are extra it's not the pay
i hope i'm lucky 6 times then i'll get about 900 plus plus
then i'll be able to buy my guitar and ipod touch myself
and i think when i buy those things myself, i'll feel better cos i really earned it myself.
and if i'm lucky again, i'll get something for my mummy ^^
but it's not so easy to be so lucky.
well i can just pray.
the pay itself is also not bad and it's quite a easy job
i cant wait to work man ^^
well this is the first time you ever heard me say this
cos everytime you ask me to work, i will not be interested in it.
and the good part is that when i work, i still have time to play.
and i mean alot of time to play, at least nearly the whole day.
i cant believe i'll actually miss someone. thanks to someone for brainwashing me.haha

i dont believe that i'll actually miss you.

Finally it's over !

2009-10-16T23:36:00.002+08:00

Finally it's over !
eoy is over yay !!!
but the stress part is not over yet
we still have to be stress about the results
now the only thing we can do is pray

why cant you just say ?

please....

2009-10-14T19:58:00.002+08:00

Today's maths paper is like ......
i just pray i pass
it's over 80 marks
so even if i get 40 i happy liao la
i just wish to pass really really badly
i know that i didnt do well in that paper
so when i look at the paper there were alot of questions that i'm not sure of
god please god !
wish me luck for history..

blank.....

Thank you so much

2009-10-13T22:55:00.002+08:00

Beautiful isnt it ?

I want to thank rebecca cham for something
she should know what i want to thank her for.
Thank you thank you so much
i didnt believe you would actually do that
well out of all my friends you're the first one
i'm really touched
very very touched.
i love it alot, thank you ^^

how are you ? hope you're doing well.

now i realise

2009-10-10T22:31:00.003+08:00

only when you lose someone
you will then realise how important they are to you.
i miss you..

how much longer ? forever ?

Chinese eoy today

2009-10-09T22:04:00.002+08:00

Today was chinese eoy exam
was hard
hopefully i pass
after exam went to rebecca's house then off to parkway to get something
meet ryan,lipyan,sean and delan there
had some fun "running away" from them
but didnt stay in parkway for long
saw joey there too
then buy bubbletea then went home

Nothing last forever.Why ?

sprine my ankle

2009-09-30T17:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday i sprine my ankle while playing ball with rebecca
it hurts a little
but just now when i got home it was damn painful
i think cos i walk alot
i cannot go out till exam finish
sad case
but better too
i can spend the time studying
cos there isnt much time left
ok this shall be a short post
and might not be coming online so much anymore.

where are you when i'm hurted ?

2009-09-23T19:14:00.002+08:00

today science lesson should be the boys fav one
which is the last chapter, Reproduction in human beings.
It's sick !
i know my teacher said something about the male reproductive system which made all of them scared, well maybe for some
hahaha lmao !
i think that pe lesson is a curse man
everything seems to happen during pe.
i think i'll blame the pe teacher then
today was damn lucky also
had to go up see ham
as dont know who kick the ball out the classroom then she saw
i will not say who did it
but as some people know why i cant see ham
yes, cos of my hair
but it was damn lucky
i blame the person who kick the ball out
but that person lucky i never kena caught.

Oh you make me smile :D

i saw the hot luca !

2009-09-17T21:15:00.002+08:00

today school was fine
after i wented to becca's sis school
I SAW HIM ! I SAW HIM !
he was fucking hot !
god......
but.......
haiz.......
there is something but i'm not going to say out
beg me if you want hahaha kidding
test now everyday so tiring
better go study now

He make me how get about you, but would you care ? or have you forgotten about me too ?

2009-09-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went to rebecca house till like 8 then go home
fun times fun times
then together something happen again
which got me really upset
then today also got chinese oral
which i got nervous and i screwed up
i was very very nervous even when i know the teacher is the kind kind one
but i dont know why i still screwed up
i can say that was the worse oral i have ever given
i hope i dont fail
but i dont think it's going to happen
i'm failing chinese oral !
no no no no no no no no no no no
i cant fail !
i beg you teacher to just let me pass i happy liao
then after chinese oral went charlene's house
then after that went to expo with rebecca
then from there, wented home

I wouldnt choose a side.

2009-09-13T22:53:00.002+08:00

Today went to bugis
walk walk with mother
then brought a shirt
then went to eat streamboat
i never really like to eat streamboat unless i dont know why
i dont like to eat cos that when you cooking the thing then the oil pops and then you kena
so that's why i dont like
after eating we went to find someone then walk walk
mother keep looking and thinking if should buy the bonia wallet
then in the end never buy
but i brought a hair clip
then we went home.
school tmr, shall go sleep now.

Maybe some locks are not supposed to be unlock ?

brought blg CD !

2009-09-13T00:56:00.002+08:00

yesterday went out brigette
watched gforce
it's so cute
then we went to HMV to get my Boys Like Girls CD hahah
I'm so happy i brought it ^^
then went to peninsula to buy my black hoodie
wanted to buy the white one then i decided not to cause got reason
and a stupid one hahah
Then we went to look at the guitars
it's so nice
i wish i can buy one now ):
then we went to douby ghaut
went daiso
went then to get a laptop pouch
but i find popular's nicer but of cos more exp
then we went pasir ris
brigette's idea
she wanted to go there to buy bubble tea =.="
after buying we slack in the mall
then went into popular for the fun of it
then went to simei to eat dinner then after that we went home.

it's like you've put some lock on me and i just cant break it.

2009-09-05T20:40:00.003+08:00

Finally i update my blog.
I feel that last month alot of things happened
well i hope this month will change
this month also have to be mugging everyday liao
and this time i swear to be mugging at less 2 hours a day
and of cos cant be mugging everyday
so saturday is a off day from mugging
hahah

This is today's moon.
Isn't it huge today
It's so beautiful
So bright and huge :D

Meeting you wasnt my greatest mistake.

i got it ! :D

2009-08-26T23:07:00.002+08:00

Yay !
I got the subject combinations i wanted
lit and D&T
woooohoooo !
i'm happy yay me !
and of coz i can take 6 subjects
which is a good thing of coz
today also paint the mural
it's so cool lo.
hahahs
today after school went to watch people play bb
then 3 then go home.
that mf is such a fucker la
fuck yourself la idiot
think you so smart
but let me tell you
my IQ is soooooooooooooo much higher then your's ok !
i dont want sleep my problem right fucker
you're only big coz you're an adult
but let me tell you.
in the future i wont go to ite like you say i will.
you never see me study doesnt mean i never ok fucker.
by the way i can take the subjects i want means there is a huge chance i will not go into ite ok.
no offences to ite people.
you should talk sooo much yet
you cant see the future.
and i will still never forgive you for the thing ok.
i will always remember that.

i shall prove you wrong.

i wanna transfer !

2009-08-24T18:33:00.002+08:00

i want to transfer !
transfer to some other school !
i told my mother about it already and she say next year
but i want now !
life is so miserable !
miserable i tell you
since you say i'm making things hard for you then you should be happy that i'm transfering
so you wont have another HARD day from me again.
man, you wont even try.
yes you're too scared.
it's all you ever say.
and that's what you get when you scared
and you say you go out with other friends and if i'm your friend i believe you could go out with me right ???
but nooooo
you didnt.
sometimes i wonder if it's a lie too.
i believe what happen today was part of my fault too
but like i say you wont even try
you totally just ignored me.
you didnt bother how bored i could get ?
i could be bored to death you know !
a person should go out and atless take a walk
but i'm not even taking a walk !
and you're like saying if i die it's okay.
some kind of friend i guess.
well even if i die i wont want you to come to my funeral !

Love Drunk.

Some kind of friend.

problems after problems

2009-08-23T18:57:00.002+08:00

Why is life so hard ?
I wish i could move and restart everything
i would be happy so will alot of people i guess
i had that chance one or two years back
i regret now.
this month things just keep happening
when i tot one is just over, another one comes up
and some, i dont even know what i did wrong.
things are not going right this month
and i feel like just throwing it all down and go to a new place.
but knowing it's not going to happen, it made it even worse.
i dont know what to do with all this.

Love Drunk

Nothing is going right. Why ?

quiz and getting fake glasses

2009-08-22T19:36:00.002+08:00

today went out to bugis
with to eat sakae sushi
she brought me to eat cause i pass my chinese
then after eating went to bugis street to find the glasses
so shop shop over there
and finally found my glasses
fake of coz
coz i do not need glasses
and i like it
then went home.

QUIZ...
Do you prefer hardly toasted at all or burnt toast?
- Hardly toasted.

What time do you have to be out of bed by on a typical day?
- If it's a school day then 6 or 6.30am if not 10 to 11 am.

When was the last time you cleaned your bedroom?
- Ermmm i dont really remember, i think last sat bah.

In real life do you laugh like 'haha', 'hehe' or something else?
- hahahhahahaha !

Do you know anyone who says things like 'lol' in real life?
- Ya Duh.

Do you have any unusual skills?
- Awww i dont know.

Do you have any bug bites right now?
- Nope.

Is there anything annoying you at the moment?
- Yes there is quite alot.

Who's your favourite person?
- Martin Johnson !!! hahahas

Are you more of a cat or dog person?
- Dog.

Do you live out of the nearest town?
- Aww no ?

Do you like to look at other peoples' houses?
- Huh ? How what ?

Are there any chores you actually enjoy doing?
- No !

What's the weirdest compliment you've ever received?
- I dont know and i dont remember.

Do you remember all those rhymes like 'i before e except after c'?
- Huh ?!

When did you last have an 'Oh, I get it now!' moment?
- Long time ago.

Would you say you're more witty or childish about jokes?
- Ermmm....

Do you get on with boys or girls better?
- Both ?

Do people often confide in you? Do you like it?
- Sometimes i guess. it's okay.

Who is someone you really admire?
MARTIN JOHNSON !!! HAHA !

Do you prefer piano or guitar music?
- Both.

Do you like helium balloons?
- No.

Have your parents ever suspected something untrue about you?
- I think yes ?

Do you have any fears that seem weird to others?
- Awwww.

Have you ever wished you'd been born someplace else?
- Ya Duh !!

What d'you think about videogames?
- It gets boring after awhile.

Are there any forms of Art you personally find pointless?
- No.

What would you, or do you, study at college?
- I dont know.

Are you tired right now?
- Alittle.

Have you ever had, or wanted, a pet ferret?
- Not really.

Is there anything you find undeserving of the hype it received?
- I dont know.

Do you think it's better to label yourself than be labelled?
- None.

What's something you do a lot?
- Listen to music(:

Are you currently on any other websites?
- Facebook.

Are you good at using Photoshop?
- Not really.

What were you last embarrassed about?
- Something.

Are there any clothing items you really want but can't find?
- Awww no.

Have you ever been told you naturally tilt your head a certain way?
- No ?

What does your dream house look like?
- I'm not sure.

Do you wear a lot of make-up?
- I dont wear make-up. unless really really needed. but most of the time no.

When was the last time you laughed at someone?
- Friday i think.

Do you have any projects on the go right now?
- Nope.

What's a habit you find gross?
- I have no idea.

Would you rather have a Poloroid or a Lomo camera?
- Both.

When was the last time you were jealous?
- Today.

Are you one of those people who see things for sale and say...
- No.

Do you, or did you, really look forward to when you can finally move away?
- YES !!!

Are you the one who holds everyone's bags at theme parks while they ride?
- Aww no ?

What's the worst tattoo you've ever seen?
- I dont know. They are like all drawed together that i dont know what it was.

Are you a hat person?
- No. I only wear when it's really really sunny.

When was the last time you were totally grossed out?
- I dont remember.

Have you ever forgotten how to do something simple?
- Ya sometimes.

Are you ever jealous when you see couples or friends together?
- Depends la.

Has anyone ever approached you in the street and asked to take your picture ?
- Nope.

Have you ever disliked something just because most people liked it?
- I dont like following people . but if i look good in it or feel good about the thing then why not.

Does anything hurt on you right now?
- Yah.

What song's stuck in your head?
Love Drunk by Boys Like Girls !

Do you ever look at people and think 'Why do they have a kid? ;o!'
- Sometimes.

Did anyone ever tell you that earwigs crawl into your ear while you sleep?
- Hell no.

2009-08-21T14:44:00.002+08:00

Woooooo !
Do you believe if i say i haven eat since yesterday
but of coz i'm not crazy
is coz no appetite.
now in school no much appetite
i always buy the food then stare at the food
i feel like i'm wasting money and food
but today,
and yes again i brought the food then stare at it
but rebecca ate it for me haha
so today isnt a bad day bah.
today got back chinese CT paper and i got 26/40
it's like omg la !
hahahhaha
i'm very very happy
i dont know what's the highest is
i think is 36 or 31
so i'm not far from there
hahahhahah
i'm like super happy.
but i wish i could have done abit more better
like get 30 ?
but this score also not bad
i got higher the rebecca and charlene and alex of coz hahhaha jk.
and i cant believe it.
i hope this will help me get a acoustic guitar man
hope my dad come back from aus soon
so i can ask for my birthday gift hahah.

those nights.

2009-08-19T17:50:00.002+08:00

Common test today
science and chinese
it wasnt bad.
today was pretty much ok i guess
after school ate lunch with js
get well soon with the flu.
now my throat abit soar.

give up and forget like nothing have ever happen.

2009-08-13T20:39:00.002+08:00

wooooo
soo long never post liao
ok so erm
not going
sad
very very sad
today e-learning
did it all ok
even maths
actually wasnt so hard at all
maybe from now on i will actually do my homework
maybe only ar
i wake up late actually today
i just finish doing it
hahah
i today also gave my hamster gugu
it's in chinese
because like ghost like that
hahah
i also dont know why
ya so as i was saying i gave it a shower
with jie shi's help
it keep climbing out
without her help i might not get it showered.

From a 50 floor story, my heart was drop to the first and now it's broken.

birthday(:

2009-08-08T18:38:00.004+08:00

WOOOOHOOOOOO I'M FINALLY 14 !
Got a new phone
which is LG KU990
the camera is super cool
i love the camera the most hehe >.<
Today never celebrate with friends
celebrate at home
so sad
And god finally gave me one thing that i really really want
which is the tickets to MTV World Stage Live In Malaysia !
Yes, i won the tickets
i cant believe it ! omg !
i'm really happy ! omg, i'm going to see boys like girls and all american rejects and alot more ! omg !
thank you god !
You made this day so much better :D
And thanks for all who wished me a happy birthday :D

Yesterday's post
went to the peranakan museum
as a learning journey
then erm got show their funeral
it's scary
i got scary at the wedding part
it's a room then got glass box then inside got fake dolls wearing the traditional costume.
Then outside the box got the information telling us what is it and stuff
so the information thingy is quite low
so i bend down to copy
while i was copying i feel someone talking
and it's a voice that is very soft and i dont quite understand what their talking
so i got scare coz i dont know where the sound is coming from ! =.="
it scare me of coz
it's more like a horror journey !
going back to school that time,took some photos but not gonna upload it yet
but will do it really soon
then km follow me go to meet up with my friends
then gave me a birthday bash !
flour everywhere i tell you
i never took a pic of it so it's okay.

GOD YOU MADE MY BIRTHDAY A WHOLE LOT BETTER :D

2009-08-04T23:18:00.002+08:00

i keep thinking today is wednesday
i dont know why sia
ok school was erm....
i wanna move to overseas badly now
Argghhhh
haiz...
i wish i could bring you back into my life
you seem to be the one that never 'really' hurt me before
where are you ?
where are you when i want you to be there ?
i dont know why but everyone can dont say happy birthday to me but i want you to say it only.
but so what if you did ?
i'll still be alone for my birthday right
and yes i dont have a plan for my birthday ok
this shall be the most boring birthday in my life.

Is it stupid to think you will say it to me.It's even more stupid to think you actually remember it.

2009-08-03T17:45:00.002+08:00

Arrgghhh
school school school
haiz
are you guys even my friends ?
so what if you dont like martin johnson
it might be a joke but i think this is too much ar
people have feelings you know
joke to you guys, but i think too much lei bah
if you take me as a friends,keep your bad comments to yourself can ?
if i say on your blog ten times your boyf or idol sucks
dont you feel insulted ?
even if you dont, i do ok.
have you guys even thought about my feelings ?
i dont think so, by the way you guys keep saying it.
i cant even like a idol in peace i think next time i cant keep like a guy in peace also. Lol.
Have you ever took me as a friend ?i dont think i want to know.

5 more days and i'll know if i win.

Sun-o-day

2009-08-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

Sun-o-day
today went expo with js then got alot of cute dogs
which made me want a dog lols
then play play play
then help them keep things then
go tm eat dinner
yummy yummy
then went minitoons then artbox
then went home
long day actually i just tired and lazy to type out
hahah gtg still have alot of things to do cya.

Sat-o-Tur-o-day

2009-08-01T21:29:00.006+08:00

Sat-o-tur-o-day

Let's begin.

A. Alexander Lo
1) Do you love this person? LOL ! NO ! HAHAHHAHA.
2) Is this person your enemy? Yes,Hahahahha jk.
3) Is this person taller than you? NO ! In my dreams la. hahahha.

B. Brigette Kee
1) What do you really think of this person? KeeSiao person hahahha.
2) What’s their favourite color? Red is it ?
3) Ever danced with them? Ermmm i dont rmb lei,but i think no bah.

C. Chelsia Loo
1) Do you like this person? yea of coz ! Actually i love her =X
2) Where did you meet this person? Secondary School ?
3) How old is she/he? 14 :D

D. Delan Yeong
1) How long have you known him/her? 2 years.
2) Biggest regret? Huh ???

E. Evan
1) Have you met their parents? No.
2) Worst thing about this person? Hahahahahah.
3) Best thing about this person? AHAHAHHAAHA !

F. Fahmi
1) Have you ever dated this person? Arh no.
2) When is the next time you will see him/her? Monday.
3) Do you go to school with them? Ya.

G. Gina Toh
1) Are they a good listener? I think so.
2) Have you ever lied to this person? Nope :D

H. Hoong Xin Hui
1) What year are they in? Same as me.
2) Is he/she your best friend? Friend.
3) Ever done something illegal with this person? Nope.

I. - - NIL - -
1) What is this person’s favourite food?
2) Where did you meet this person?
3) Do you trust them?

J. Janani
1) Do they have any siblings? Yes.
2) Do you know their favourite song? No):
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you? She is a girl and she is my best friend so i guess i'll say i love her too :D

K. KarMahn
1) How old were you when you first met? 13.
2) How did you meet? In school and same class what.
3) Ever danced with this person? Does skip count ?

L. Lionel Tan.
1) What would you do if you had never met this person? Nothing ?
2) Do you like him/her? .........
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person? NO.

M. Muza
1) Is this person older than you? Nope.
2) Is this person single? I guess,i dont know.
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week? Almost everyday.

N. Nicholas Eng
1) Is this person your boyfriend/girlfriend? NO ?!
2) Have you seen this person cry? Actually yes.
3) Do you know this person’s middle name? i know his fullname,and it's Nicholas Eng Yong Khiang :D

O. Oon KahYi
1) Are you related? Yea,Friends.
2) Could you live with this person? I dont know.
3) Do you believe this person is gay? NO !

P. --NIL--
1) Have you ever been to the mall with this person?
2) How about a sleepover with them?
3) Does this person have a job?

Q. Qi Kwang
1) Does this person drink alcohol? I dont know but i dont think so.
2) Have you seen this person dance? I think so.
3) Where do they work? He is still a student.

R. Rebecca Cham
1) Have you heard this person sing? Yes.
2) Do you think this person will repost this? Nahs.
3) Whats one thing you would change about this person? I dont know.

S. Siti Atiqah
1) Is this person taller than you? Yes.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her? Arhh ya.
3) Do they live close to you? Dont think so.

T. Timothy Tan
1) Would you do anything for him/her? No ?
2) Have you been to his/her house? Nope.
3) Is this person a dipshit? No la. haha

U. - - NIL - -
1) Is this person in a relationship?
2) Do you know where she live?
3) What colour hair does this person have?

V. Vivain Goh
1) Do you see this person a lot? Not anymore.
2) When did you meet her/him? In primary school during teacher's day i think.
3) Is this person your friend? Ya duh.

W. Wong Jie Shi
1) Is this person quiet or loud? In between.
2) Name a friend that both of you are close too? Janani :D
3) What color eyes does this person have? Black.

X. Xue Mei
1) Why are you friends with him/her? Coz we're in the same class in sec 1 ?
2) Have you ever gone anywhere with them? Yea,school and other places.
3) What is one thing you would change about them? Nothing,i just wish she didnt leave.

Y. Ye Zhen Huang
1) Does this person wear make-up? No.
2) Does this person play any instruments? Nope.
3) What is their favourite sport? I dont know.

Z. Zhi Xian
1) Does this person have MSN/AIM? Yea duh.
2) Ever gone shopping with him/her? Nope !
3) Does this person have any special skills? I dont know.

Fri-o-day

2009-07-31T23:24:00.002+08:00

Fri-o-day
today school was fine
then lets talk about after school
after school went home straight
then went to bugis
iluma !
iluma was not bad
it's very cool there
i wanted to watch transformers but dont have liao
so we watched battle for terra it's a easy movie
meaning easy to understand but it's not bad at all
i want watch ice age but at 5 plus so cannot
so sad
nevermind,will go next time
i can see afew movies which might be nice coming out on august !
and afew that i want to watch come out on 6 or 7 aug =.=
ok then after the movie went ecp for early dinner
yummy yummy
had dinner at jumbo
hahahaha
then went home then went out to airport again
now just came back
ok shall stop now.and forgot to tell joseph happy birthday !(:
8 more days....

dreamed of you 3 times but why do i even dream of you ?

Thurs-o-day

2009-07-30T22:29:00.001+08:00

Thurs-o-day
now i having bad bad headache so i dont think i'll blog today then

painful....

Wed-o-nes-o-day

2009-07-29T22:06:00.002+08:00

Wed-o-nes-o-day
today ermm
racial harmony today
i wore .....
school uniform hahahhahaha !
school like normal
then home
meet js
then home
then sleep
then dinner
then play lappy
ps.i'm tired so anyhow write.

Martin Johnson ! i hope i win badly )=

Tues-o-day

2009-07-28T21:37:00.004+08:00

Tues-o-day
ok maths was like
mr lo was there the whole bloody time
i doing question 3 she still doing question 2
hahahhah
then recess
then music
watch this movie
i watch before on HBO
hahahhaha
Lit
test again
F&N
hahahhaha
goldfish didnt come hahahhahah(inside joke)
everyone damn happy
but got test then didnt listen to class

I LOVE YOU !!!

Martin Johnson is fcuk hot !