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SAMANTHA.That's my name,But some might call me JingHui,15 this year,Schooling in a school called Bedok South Sec. Was born on August 8, a day before national day.But if i have a choice, i wont want to be born to live in this cruel world. Just so you know, Im a music-holic! Music is my life, without it i might just die, therefore my bestest friend is called itouchy! It is my drug, i listen to them everyday. To me, i love boys like girls the best.Im a nocturnal human as some might say. You only will know when you get to know me better in person. If you dont know me, dont judge me. I dislike it when people do that. Like they say, don't judge a book by its cover. -That's me. Msn; Facebook |
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waiting for the 29th
Thursday, March 3, 2011 i have been suffering myself i think.. well i shouldnt do that anymore i guess. time will prove everything. time will show me whatever you said is true anot. i have the patience.. i just hope that im not disappointed at the end of the day. but whenever you need someone to talk to, im just a phone call away.. but the thing is, i dont think i ever cross your mind. you have your own life, but i just hope im included in it. Sometimes when you like someone, you should tell them. maybe they feel the same way back. life is too short to have any regrets. if you dont like that person, you should tell them too, so they wont have to waste their precious time on you. Today is mummy's birthday!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY!! :D since you're leaving the next day, hope you have a safe trip mummy, i'll be waiting for you to come back ! (: nothing last forever
Sunday, February 20, 2011 Someone showed me that even a year plus relationship can still be so fragile. Then what about me and you.. you dont know how much i miss you.. the words you said to me that time still echo in my mind. i wanna ask what was that all about ? pain filled my heart.. she told me that after o's maybe we will go there if she likes it there. dont you care ? maybe not.. you seem to be getting used to this, maybe its time that i should too. A New Year, A New beginning, A New Story.
Monday, January 3, 2011 2011 is here ! my first post of the year haha So far so good i guess ? though abit shag about something.. N's this year, so have to work really hard. Have to study really hard and have to be early for school now. Which i hope i can la.. Lets hope this year will be a better year than 2010. 2010 kinda sucks! but its over now. All the best for 2011 !  Fuck sia... Dont know whats wrong with me, should be angry and not bothering about you. but dont know why i keep thinking of you. Can you like just leave my mind ? arghhhhh... I cant sleep, cant focus on my stuff. what curse did you put on me arh! go away go away! Aiya i dont wanna think of you le laaaaaa... go and die laaa... fruity pebbles come back!!
Thursday, December 9, 2010  My poor yogurt missing its fruity pebbles ): Memories.
Monday, November 8, 2010  I'm gonna walk down this road alone, but strong. After looking at my photo album, seeing so many different pictures. A lot of memories flash back. Looking at it now, i realize that so much things are different now. Everybody is walking their own way now, everyone has grown somehow. In the past, there were laughers and there were tears. No one can guarantee that they won't be hurted, because there are no guarantees in life. We can't guarantee our love ones that we'll be with them forever, cause we never know what might happen to us tomorrow. I know that things will never go back to how they were before, but i'll always remember the memories that i have with all my friends. Even though some of us, ain't friends anymore, but i'll still remember the memories we have together. One door closes, another will open up. So i'm moving on, letting go, but looking forward to what my future will be like. Thank you for the memories.. I'm feeling the stress now !
Thursday, October 7, 2010  Let's listen to music and relax. but i cant do that now, ss is waiting for me to memorize it! my brain cells are dying soon. can i remember everything in time ? God please bless me class lunch for the first time ever !
Tuesday, September 14, 2010 Today had english oral, i dont think i did very well, just pass bah. the pic is abit hard arh. and it was a rainy day jeff ! but before oral the whole 3e1 went to simpang to eat lunch tgt ! shocking right ! first time ever and we were kinda late, so when we got off the bus, everyone just ran across the road and into school ! you should have seen it, it was like super cool sia :x i think its quite fun, we should do it sometime again hahaha ! in school then everyone run their own way. we went to took the lift, then it stopped at second level and quite afew teachers were there! we quickly ran out of the lift ! hahahaha ! Admit it, we're finished You don't want me no more Like a night mare, I lived it It was too big to ignore I hear the sirens but they pass me by. My hazard lights are flashing, somebody, anyone Abandonded, yeah I'm crying. It's like you left me for dead I'm so broken, my love's frozen. How do you live with regrets I see the memories flash before my eyes. My tank is running empty, somebody rescue me. both taken from the same song. but this is how i feel now. i guess i was a fool ? i fell too deep, i'm only hurting myself. you dont seem to care, so that's kind of telling me that i shouldnt care too ? are promises meant to be broken again and again ? i want to trust you, but you're making it harder and harder each time. do you know how i'm doing now ? is it time to move on ? are you just a passer-by that is not meant to stay ? i dont think you are truely hurted by someone before, so therefore you dont know what it feels like. this is hard for me to say but maybe it was a mistake to have known you... fun day!
Sunday, September 12, 2010 Today is the last day of holiday and its the best out of all the days! but today also super tired ! went to amk for lunch, but not much appetite :X then went to ecp to bowl, cycle and dinner :D i'm getting better at bowling ! hehe First shot and it was a strike ! then later on my mother say if can knock all the pins down, we get 5 bucks and i got 10 bucks ! muahahaha ! had a great time cycling, and made new friends, Grace and Benedict (: Allen not counted as new friend la, seen him afew times leh :x hahaha two little devil child came along too! sian! cycled for like two hours ? was like so tired after that. then it was time for dinner ! had streamboat :D yummy! then it was time to go home waited for the taxi for damn long, but was chatting with the rest so it wasnt bad. finally home sweet home! i'm so tired now, i wonder where i got the energy to type this ! haha well night peeps! school tmr, now no more slacking anymore, time to study leh ! |
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